Shainy’s grandmother, Mrs. Itu Lustig was interviewed this week in her Brooklyn home by Dana Arschin from the Holocaust Memorial and Tolerance Center (Long Island, NY). After surviving Auschwitz as a young teenager, she went on to raise a beautiful family. The full interview will be released over the next several months, but a 38-second excerpt of it was posted online a few days ago and is currently going viral on social media.
As she spoke of the infamous numbers the Nazis sadistically tattooed on the concentration camp inmates, she showed the numbers on her arm and described the pain as “like giving you fifty shots in your hand without any protection.” Then she said something incredible. “They wrote on me… what G-d wanted to happen to me. They wrote Chai, which means Life!”
Her number is A-7443. The sum total of all four numbers is 18 (7+4+4+3=18), which in Jewish numerology spells out the word “Chai - Life.” I’m so moved by the fact that the scar which is perhaps the most visible and inescapable part of her excruciating suffering, came to embody what she felt was her mission in the aftermath of it all.
Overcoming trauma is an important issue we encounter today on many levels, and while I’m not comparing traumas - surely not to the experiences of holocaust survivors - there is something in this clip I believe can help us appreciate a Torah truth about all trauma.
In this week’s parsha we learn how humanity spiraled uncontrollably to the depths of moral depravity and G-d decided to destroy humanity and all the animals through a great flood. A new world would eventually emerge from Noach, his children, and a representation of every animal species, who survived the destruction on a huge lifeboat, popularly known as an ark.
Imagine watching everything you know being washed away by a flood while you float around in an ark. The ark could have entombed them all in their misery. However, the fact that all the animals lived together peacefully in the ark indicates the messianic energy of divine peace and tranquility was present the entire time. This spirit inspired them to leave the ark and repopulate the earth after the flood, preparing it for a time when G-d’s presence will be felt all over the world, and peace and tranquility will reign for all.
Mrs. Lustig was unaware of the hidden message in the numbers tattooed on her arm until a teenage Yeshiva student pointed it out to her several years ago. But her ironclad faith in G-d motivated her to walk out of the inferno of death and destruction, to bring more life into the world.
Never allow bad experiences to break you. Have faith in G-d and know that every moment of life is precious and full of divine potential only you can realize.